“1000 Words” • fml atp

published July 18, 2026

Fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me—

...so that's a thing I did 😳 fml man...what am I doing...

I am not a singer, I will neeeeeeeeever call myself one. But this opportunity presented itself and like and like and and like like...FUCK ME MAN, I JUST COULDN'T GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEAD AND KEPT REPLAYING IT AND I THINK THE ENGLISH LYRICS IT GOT ARE WEAK BUT IDK IF MINE ARE EVEN THAT MUCH BETTER AND AAAAAAAAA—

BRO I STILL DON'T EVEN LIKE THE FFX SERIES!!! IN FACT, I PLAYED THROUGH SOME MORE OF FFX AND WATCHED AN FFX-2 CUTSCENE MOVIE, AND I ACTUALLY HATE THEM AND THINK THEY'RE STUPID!!! But...*sighhhhhhh* here we are. Allegedly god planned this, guys. And so, today, I shall make you suffer my own cringe with me 🙂

The words that you gave me then,
Were they only dreams unto the end?
Even those lies you told
Your kindness veiled them all so
It just ain't no fair

I faked it not fazing me,
Turned my back and thought I let you go
But I'd been listening
Who said you have to fight alone?
It just ain't no fair

“I'll come home so don't you worry”
That's what you had said as you walked up to the door
My pride had won
I acted strong
But I look back and wonder
What if shouting was the answer?
If I'd begged you not to go and sobbed, then what might've changed?

But now I'm ready to do what I have to do

(beginning of non-FMV part)
There's a thousand words
That I left unspoken
And though you're far,
I'll make sure that they reach you despite it all
They'll find you as shining wings

There's a thousand words
I won't leave unspoken
And when they arrive,
They'll cling onto your back, heal its scrapes and sores
And tightly hold you

The dream hasn't ended yet
It's on you that I always reflect
The fateful day you left
Pretending that I will forget
It just ain't no fair

“It's okay I'll write you letters”
That's what I heard as your voice got farther away
My pride had won
I acted strong
But I look back and wonder,
What if anger was the answer?
What if I had hung my shoulders, cried I don't wanna wait?

But now I'm ready to do what I have to do
(end of non-FMV part)

There's a thousand words
I pray that you'll hear them
I may not see,
but I know that they'll reach you despite it all
They'll find you as shining wings

There's a thousand words
I need you to hear them
And when you do,
They'll cling onto your back, cure your tired heart
And tightly hold you

There's a thousand words
I won't leave unspoken
La la la la
I'll make sure that they reach you despite it all
They'll find you as shining wings

There's a thousand words
I pray that you'll hear them
La la la la
They'll cling onto your back and they'll help you soar
Lalala la la

God, all the singing made my throat horribly sore...this is actually like my dozenth attempt or smthn, after also having wasted my energy singing some even more scuffed iterations of these lyrics. At least it's over now...phew....

Hey, are they any good??? Leave a comment to the right here, if you're on mobile you have to press that small yellow arrow button at the top right to see it. If you're reading this close to when the post came out, you'll see that I'm hiding comments so that pages can load, cuz this blog's been suffering a HUGE spam problem that's even made some posts impossible to load. I wanna sincerely apologize for that, and for my slowness, I promise you it's been dreadful for me to see those awful spam comments too. I need to implement a solution ASAP, but...at least later is better than never? Maybe? Hopefully?

Anywho. I'm sorry. For the spam, and for the cringe you'll have to rinse out of your brain. If you think my writing's worth a grain of salt, maybe rinse the cringe out by making your own better cover, I'm leaving these lyrics out in the open after all. And perhaps even leave a comment with a link to it 👀