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"my mind keeps getting swept away"

originally created July 23, 2023 ✦ republished February 8, 2025

(Originally posted on Instagram. This retroactive post is copied from the Instagram post.)

I'm feeling stupid rn, and I don't know why.

Am I vain for making art about my own feelings and sharing it? What would even make me ask a question like that? Why am I randomly getting embarrassing thoughts about stupid shows I watched when I was 7? My head aches and it's hard to focus, but I'm going about my day as if that doesn't change anything. I writing even what am?

I don't know, I've just been feeling off since coming back from the trip. 13 straight days of high stimulation and sleep deprivation could be what's doing that to me, as well as the fact that I've been staying indoors and sitting and using the computer all day every day since I've gotten back. There are things I remember wanting to do, but all I can do is gather a single thought about one of them before it gets swept up in a sea of thought-tangents that are somehow too easily distracting. Urgh, so annoying!!!

Well, I don't want to be too negative in an Instagram post, so I'll stop here. This gets better eventually, right? So I'll just wait. Maybe a nap would be a good idea....

ayyyyy first artwork since returning home!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 I was expecting to be able to draw while on the trip, since it was an ART trip, but the schedule was too packed and so I didn't have any time or energy 😅

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Originally created: July 23, 2023 4:51:00 PM EDT
Republished: February 8, 2025 4:03:16 PM EST
Last edited: February 8, 2025 4:08:41 PM EST
Categories: Art, Feelings