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"it feels like I’m looking at a fever dream while awake rn."

originally created March 29, 2023 ✦ republished February 8, 2025

(Originally posted on Instagram. This retroactive post is adapted from the Instagram post.)

Art Club art!!! In other words, a feelings-drawing I scribbled in 20 minutes 🥲

This morning, I felt like I was going insane. This is a snapshot of the drawing idea that popped up in my mind in that moment. Not much to say about the drawing in particular, because it was just spontaneous, and also I could hardly think 🤤

At the time, it felt like there was this intense feeling that I don’t know what it’s called, and my mind felt like it was being bombarded by random thoughts: some of them of intense emotional reactions to made-up or melodramatic scenarios in my head, that felt like the sort of ridiculous things I would think of when I was a child; some of them vivid imaginations about things I’ve read or seen (don’t read Istrevelia when you’re stressed—quite a surreal comic tho, and would recommend if ur into that 👌🏼).

I wrote out a previous description in that class that was very vividly written, but also sounded like I had lost my mind 😓 Now, after a few hours, these things are happening less, and are instead replaced by the tension in my stomach area (at last!! I can think straight!! 🙌🏼)

It feels weird rewriting a description, and also writing it outside of Insta first. It doesn’t feel like usual. But eh.

Anywhoes, I can hardly think, so I’mma post this and just relax 😮‍💨

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Originally created: March 29, 2023 9:08:00 AM EDT
Republished: February 8, 2025 11:31:17 PM EST
Last edited: February 8, 2025 11:31:17 PM EST
Categories: Art, Feelings